Day 11

It's been an interesting day today I slept like crap and was awke from 5.30am with all sorts going through my head I hate it when that happens.

I got a txt at 8.40am from my SIL and she wanted me to go for a drink with her and some of her friends and at first I wasn't sure cause I didn't know how many were going but I decided I needed to go to get out of the house and when I got there I saw S and T and was a little anxious but it was all good in the end and we had a nice morning out.

I got home at lunchtime I spent most of my arvo knitting which was relaxing and I did have a little nana nap and then more knitting.

I didn't have any lunch until about 2.30pm I just wasn't hungry I have gone from one extreme to the other but it's all worth the end result is what counts.

Mood wise I have felt pretty good today better than the last couple of days no tears today just a little frustration when I tangled all my wool up but I have Tony sorting that out for me.

Tony is talking again but I have decided that I have to come first and it doesn't matter what others do I have to do what is right for me and what is best for me to get through this.

I am starting to feel a little more positive about things that I am doing regarding going off the meds and I have one more week on 75mg and then I will be missing days out so that will be the next challenge but I can't worry about it now I just have to take it one day at a time.