Day 2

So how was today hmmm I had a rough sleep waking up a couple of times which I hate so much. Then I had to go out and get the kids pants for school and got lost and couldn't find the place which was so frustrating and I was getting very angry and Mel was getting annoyed to which didn't help much. I also have T.O.M which isn't being nice to me this time and I have been in a lot of pain. Eating wise I had Subway for lunch while we were out and as soon as we got home the land agent came over cause he wanted to get some quotes for redecorating the house.

I'm in 2 minds about what to do with the house I know if we stay until it's sold we will save money but part of me wants to move and just get out of here but then it will cost us more when we move. I know what the right thing to do is but I just want to move on.

I decided to stay on my meds for another week before I start going down now may not be the right time with everything else going on. I just want to do the right thing.

I weighed myself this morning so I know my start weight for this journey.

SW: 141.2kgs
CW:141.2kgs
GW:85kgs